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Post by Ajax Matashina on Aug 1, 2012 15:31:40 GMT -6
"When you care for people you care what happens to them, you have to consider every thing that you do because it will effect them, you worry for them and for their opinions of you and what you have done"
He replied unsure of how to explain it properly.
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Post by Ventress on Aug 5, 2012 6:11:27 GMT -6
"surely it must be nice to share your life with someone... the couples I have seen always look happy" She said in a quiet tone, unknown to ajax she looked away, which only made her voice sound even more quiet, closing her eyes again for a few moments. "I've never felt anything that can be explained like that, funny isn't it, the demon of one night stands unable to find someone to settle down with"
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Post by Ajax Matashina on Aug 5, 2012 7:14:57 GMT -6
"Of course it is nice to share your life, it is the biggest honour for someone to open up to you in such a way as they do when in love" he ran his fingers across a table top pondering his answer to her.
"No not really you are a succubus men may not know whether their feelings for you are true or not and you probably find it hard to tell as well?"
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Post by Ventress on Aug 7, 2012 2:44:44 GMT -6
She chuckled, which was quite unsettling, however it could have been from drink or sheer depression at this point "I don't like men... in that way" She explained, knowing ajax would know what she meant before adding "Also, I'm empathic, so I can tell what someone's feelings are"
Soon her chuckling stopped and she fell silent. For a succubus she certainly had some odd habits, some strange ways and ideals.
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Post by Ajax Matashina on Aug 7, 2012 7:49:21 GMT -6
"Well there you are then, I do not think there are many here who have the same romantic views as you have" he had no problem with her personal choices.
"I do not know what advice to give you other then not allowing it to depress you there are other things to think of these days"
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Post by Ventress on Aug 8, 2012 5:19:19 GMT -6
"you are right, there are other things to think about.... but... I'm scared ajax, I'm terrorfied of facing up to this, all this death.... " She replied in a shocking admission, never had she been compelled to even show a hint of fear, yet for some reason the death on such a scale shocked her to the core, it had changed her in such subtle ways that were clearly apparent, it was quite spooky.
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Post by Ajax Matashina on Aug 8, 2012 5:27:28 GMT -6
He looked up towards her seeing as they were playing the honesty game "Ventress if anyone said or says to you that they are not petrified of what happened and that it may happen again they are lying, every single one of them. Even the strongest"
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Post by Ventress on Sept 3, 2012 2:07:22 GMT -6
"yeah well, lets say people have ways of dealing with their fear" She answered, swiftly, in a somewhat cold tone, gesturing to the scene around them, but was mainly pointing out the devastation outside, the areas that were heavily damaged. As of yet she dared not go to the port, or the industrial zone. However her emotions were clear as a few of the lights flickered to life, for a few mere moments brightly lighting the club up before exploding one by one.
"are you going to rebuild?"
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Post by Ajax Matashina on Sept 4, 2012 4:26:53 GMT -6
He ignored her little explosion with the lightbulbs in his mind causing more damage only worsened the situation and made it harder for everyone to rebuild but for now he did not want to worsen their conversation.
"Of course I am going to rebuild. Caine had made up some plans and shown me I said he could start it"
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Post by Ventress on Sept 5, 2012 3:33:23 GMT -6
"I want something... somewhere I can remember, somewhere quiet" She said, sounding pained as she spoke about her more personal emotions, which she would normally just throw a wall around and make it impossible for people to read, but lack of food and sleep made this impossible. "I don't want the people who we lost to be forgotten, by anyone and for their story to be told to the new people that will start arriving"
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Post by Ajax Matashina on Sept 8, 2012 12:12:21 GMT -6
"Of course no one is going to be forgotten, I would not allow that but if you wish for there to be some sort of memorial other then the one in the grave yard made then feel free to plan on making one and just tell me where you would like it to go. I will give you what ever tools and monies that is needed to complete it"
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Post by Ventress on Sept 11, 2012 8:54:03 GMT -6
"somewhere quiet but also somewhere that wouldn't be forgotten about... I don't know, I'm no good at this stuff.... tell you the truth this is the longest I've willingly stayed in one place" She said, appearing to be somewhat herself again and not destroying anymore lights which was something she couldn't help when she got angry. As she thought more about it she began to pace in a small circle, which was a habit she often did but mainly when she was thinking alone.
"What about something like... like a building, something useful rather then some statue that would be rarely visited?"
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Post by Ajax Matashina on Sept 14, 2012 6:07:54 GMT -6
He nodded slowly he had nothing to say that would make her emotions feel any better, but one thing he could do was this, he could allow what she wanted. Not only that he could construst it himself and make sure that it was done and not something which they just spoke about and forgot.
"I will build you such a place"
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I am so happy to see that