Broken heart, broken soul. (Open to all.)

[Taz]

Laughs and nods before moving off the counter, he was not about to be caught here, he nodded to her new look before stepping out of the building and headed for the bar. "Suits you, let me guess you did something you wish you hadn't" There were several reasons one wanted the drink their sorrows away and pain was a good one. slipping his gloved hands into his pockets as he walked, he did not mind her which was odd for him but he knew to grow attached to no one.

[Aleron]

She walked beside him, following the direction he walked, ''I did... you know newly turned vampire and all? I have already killed more people than should ever be killed by one being.'' She said in truth, she was not about to tell him of her killing her own family but she would tell him enough.
She moved her gaze elsewhere, trying to push back the suffocating thought but to no prevail, ''So, how far is this bar?'' She asked, wanting to get as drunk as she could, if at all to block out the images that haunted her mind.

[Taz]

Pointed to the building to the far left. "Killed your family didn't you" He never looked at her but he knew new borns well, he had killed a few of them in his time as part of his job but he did not feel any threat from her if he had then he wouldn't be offering to have a drink with her let alone be this close to her, he walked into the bar, holding the door for her before looking around, he knew around this time there were little humans around so it would make it easier on her at least for a while. "So what will you have?"

[Aleron]

Aleron stopped mid-stride as Taz seemed to know exactly what she had done, if she had a breath she would have taken a deep one. She followed him into the bar, taking a look around there were not many there, thankfully.
She realised she didn't even know what the time was, but from the darkness of the sky and the lack of humans around, she would say it was probably quite late.

Aleron did not go to the front of the bar, ''Whatever is the strongest they have.'' She said and realised something..''I..I have no money.'' She said with a sigh.
She stepped away and sat in the far corner of the bar, they were here now and so she decided to stay, she had no where to go after all. The dress still in hand, she placed it on the chair beside her, her hand and eyes remained on it a moment, her husband had bought her that dress.

[Taz]

Watched her with a slight nod before looking to the bartender and ordered the strongest things they had and took a seat beside her. "I don't know what you're feeling so I don't even try but drinking won't get rid of it, trust me, I've tried." He leaned back and closed his eyes. Lost in his own thoughts as his hands rested behind his head, waiting for the drinks. Money was nothing, he had more then what he knew what to do with so she did not need to worry much about money.

[Aleron]

Her eyes were torn away as Taz sat down beside her, ''No it will never help, nothing will. But if I can just...'' She stopped, there was no point, in a way she wanted to forget but then to forget would mean she never had a family, that, she never wanted to leave her mind.
For a brief moment a memory surfaced in her mind, the vampire who had turned her, Frederick. With the thought a strange sensation filled her, she suddenly knew exactly where he was. The feeling was strange and it felt as though he was beside her, she jumped up from her chair, sending their table flying across the room with force.

''I...I'm sorry.'' She said to Taz and the bartender both. She tried to walk slowly so as not to scare the human, she pulled back the now broken table with guilty eyes and put it back in it's place, not that it be of much use anymore.
She stood and looked confused, ''I don't know what just happened. I thought he was beside me, but he's not, no he is in France...in a club.''

[Taz]

Looked at her, barely moving. "He is what is known as your sire, it's a vampire thing so long as he is still alive you will feel him close and it will drive you nuts, I've seen it all before so no need to be sorry" He took the bottle and two shot glasses and poured her a drink, watching her with dark lightning blue eyes. "Besides, it's not the first time that it has happened, there is a bar fight here a lot of times so just relax and have a drink"

[Aleron]

Aleron's eyes were darting back and forth, blurred images of where Frederick was and what he was doing; drinks, women, lust, dancing, she could see it all.
Her shoulder's relaxed a little as Taz said things like this happened all the time, she sat down beside him once more and took the drink with a nod of thanks.
She tipped it back and swallowed, ''But, I can see him...in France, drinking and dancing in a club... is that, is that normal?'' She asked, feeling as though it was more than just a messed up bond. ''So long as he is alive?'' She said, realising her intent, she would kill him if it was the last thing she ever did.

[Taz]

Nodded. "Sire link, heard it is a pain in the ass to some and I am betting more to you for what he made you did, I may not be one but I know what it is like to lose someone I consider family by ones own hand" He downed the drink before pouring another two, relaxing slightly with the burn in the back of his throat, the scythe still resting against his back, he went no where without the weapon, he felt naked without it and he hated feeling that way.

[Aleron]

Aleron was once again pulled from her thoughts by Taz, he seemed to have a way of doing that. So he had killed his family after all she thought as much but knew it was not her right to ask. ''I'm sorry.'' She said with a frown, not really knowing what else she could say, he would find no comfort from words as she knew she would not either.
She poured herself another drink, Taz had not finished yet otherwise she would have done the same for him, ''Thank you.'' She said raising the shot glass in cheers, ''For everything, I would have just laid there and let the sun take me away.'' She said, brief closed eyes at the thought, she may well let it, she hadn't decided.

[Taz]

Watches her. "Life is full of change, some good some bad but throwing your life away is not one of them, would they want you to do that?" He downed the drink before looking over to the bartender with a slight smirk, knowing the man was wondering how he was able to handle the drinking, he turned his attention back to her before shrugging. "Sorry is a word I steer clear of unless I really mean it, like you I have done things I can't take back but I keep moving forwards rather then giving up to death"

[Aleron]

She placed the once again empty shot glass down on the wobbly table, ''I have nothing left to live for, and after what I have done, yes, I would say they would want me to suffer.'' She said picturing their scared and pain ridden faces. ''My aim now is to kill the one who did this to me, then I don't know.'' She spoke with truth, she didn't know how much longer she could live with the guilt, without her family.

She poured another, drank, poured another again and continued, ''I don't think a vampire can get drunk, no.'' She said with a disappointed smile, ''I feel nothing.'' She said and turned to face him, ''You are very mature for a nineteen year old.'' She said with slight appreciation, ''I was travelling the world at your age.'' She said, the once happy memory filling her mind. ''I met my first and only love in Spain.'' She stopped now no wanting to think further into the memory, ''So, what brought you here, to these lands?'' From looking around she figured they were somewhere in America.

[Taz]

"My job sent me here as it sends me every where." He shrugged and took another drink before watching her. "Sad that you can not get drunk" Once more glancing at the bartender and simply flicked a coin to the man as he watched the man look at it before looking back at him and nodded, he just grinned more to himself. "But hey you should just kill the guy and move on with your life, there is always a way to have a family again if you put your mind to it you can do anything"

[Aleron]

''I don't want another family!'' She snapped, her eyes reddening slightly, ''I don't want another one, I don't deserve happiness.'' She said more softly now, almost apologetically.
She was unstable, she could feel it, she was a whirlwind of emotions that were ready to snap with no notice. ''Besides, I am technically dead, I could never have another family and I certainly can't raise the one's I murdered.'' Her grip tightened around the glass and it broke in her delicate looking hands.

Aleron simply wiped her hands clean, the drink wouldn't help, ''I don't know what to do...'' She said, feeling slightly vulnerable in front of this stranger.

[Taz]

Glanced at her. "Stop feeling sorry for yourself for one, you did a bad thing, dwelling on it and making your self upset is not going to help them nor yourself" He took another long drink. "Hell why not just go on a killing spree?" He was joking, while he did think it would be funny if word got wind of her doing that it would be bad for her and also for him cause he knew what would become of things if they went out of hand.